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Visual Testimony by Jayne

The Raspy Wail

 

Surreal, my life, it seems to me

Alone I feel...pure vanity

On my own strength I'd always fail

were I to heed that raspy wail

that speaks to me when all is dark

inside my mind, penetrating my heart

                       

Alone I tread, on snow-covered pathways

to the top of the hill on the grayest of days

And I wonder and cry out loud, then shout

Querying my Lord what my life's all about

The raspy wail continues to prod

And it tries to lie to my heart about God

 

In a moment of silence when I've almost given in

In my heart is revealed the depths of my sin

I am too stunned at first to speak it aloud

For I begin to realize that my thoughts have been proud

I tried to walk my life road alone

A fault to which I suffer much, and am constantly prone

 

Can I not wait to hear my sweet Lord

not be so rushed, caught up with the hordes?

When hours move so quickly that I cannot find rest

I need to remember my most important quest

I must walk with humility, in this never fail...

I will trust in the Lord and banish the wail.

 

Tomorrow Morning is New

By J.C.S.  (March 28, 2006)

 

I feel You call me to greater things

You love this form that is made of dust

It is precious to You

I am precious to You

 

How can I fear the future?

How can the past put a hold on me?

In all the times I try then fail

I realize that I need You more

Yesterday won’t hinder what You have in store,

 

Being more like Jesus takes one day at a time

My faults may scorch me but tomorrow morning is new

I’ll be one day closer to being more like You

 

Seeing with Your eyes

Speaking Your words

Loving with Your heart

Reaching with Your arms

Carrying hope into a darkening world

 … so lost

 … so lonely

 

Tomorrow morning is new.

 

 

Saskatchewan Morning

(revised March 1, 2006)

by J.C.S.

 

I hear the radio calling at me

 “It’s a mild winter morning; minus 23!”

In my flannel pajamas, blankets, and sheet

 I wish to sleep longer, as my dreams had been sweet

 

I sleepily roll over and touch the cold floor

 Brrrrrr, I reach for my slippers, and my cloak on the door

I crank the heat up – more than five degrees, in fact

 (If my dear husband sees it; he might set it back)

 

I wake my son up to get ready for school

 There is no bus coming – I’m his carpool

No Tim Horton’s here so I make ‘coffee to go’

 We get ready quickly and head out in the snow

 

So in the cold car we try hard not to breathe
 It fogs up the windows and makes it difficult to see

I should have started the engine ten minutes ago

 But my remote starter wasn’t working – he was finishing homework, you know

 

We pull away fast, we’re running a bit late

 Unfortunately I forgot to unplug the car at the gate

We head onto the road – school is miles away

 It is during this venture that I truly look at the day

 

My son is dressed warmly, and had some good food;

 Cereal with milk, and cocoa - fresh brewed

My husband is home; he is faithful and kind

 He takes good care of this family – ‘a very good find’

 

Our home is not huge, but has room to spare

 Our cupboards are filled - we have so much to share

Our area is beautiful; abundant with valleys and hills

 There’s a river nearby, where a smaller creek spills

 

We drive over the river and up the incline

 Deer appear on the shoulder – near the clump of green pines.

We slow down to pass them, they stare at our lights

 For its past 8:30 a.m., yet dark as midnight

 

I pull into the parking lot, fishtailing in the snow

 The plow hasn’t been here yet – to clear away a row  

The tone has just sounded; children run in hurriedly

 My son hops out of the car from where he sat beside me

 

He rushes, grabbing his mitts, toque, and bag

 He begins to run toward school then suddenly turns on one leg

He jogs back to the car, smiles, and reopens the door

 “I love you, mom” he says; then runs off once more

 

A Poem

by J.C.S.

 

The pen feels limp

 

        It wishes to withhold the feelings

I find inside myself.

 

        …perhaps it is fearful of

  shame, or it may happen to

feel embarrassment in its freedom.

 

  However, the hand rules

        the pen

  Forces it in all directions

 

    …with purpose and precision.

 

The mind rules and guides the

        hand

 

  correlating thought with action,

                simultaneously

 

 

    The soul governs the mind;

it grieves, it assures.

 

        The Spirit of God has

command over this soul

 

           He has been invited to

control this life,

    this soul,

 this mind,

         this hand,

                 this pen

 

 

…so I am without excuse.

 

 

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